"Open up and say AAaaaAhhHhh!!!~!~"

I think i finally found my true talent, TO FUX THINGS UP. While I may not be an idiot, I am human and I do fux things up from time to time. But I screwed it big this time, bigggggggg time. I am awake for almost 30 hours already ( yah it is that fuxed up ), sitting down here thinking wtf gonna happen to me. Everything is just fuxed up at the moment.
When you fall to the deepest pit, don't expect to climb back to the top that soon. I really appreciate the world more when I stop flapping my gums. It is that cruel out there. No one gives a damm if you are fuxed up or not, one mistake and you are out of the league. As simple as ABC. I could easily maximize the drama and manipulate emotionally BUT i didn't, hence the truth hurts.
Seriously, i have no idea what i'm crapping here. Cant think of anything, just progressively slurring craps even more, with emotion fading into oblivion. Now tell me, who says men dont cry ;)
Continue to fux things up, so long fellas.