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Thursday, February 28, 2008
The Visit
Visited this Buddhist temple at Jenjarom, Klang a couple of days ago. WARNING ! Lotsa pics uploaded ! I will update more pics from my friend's camera.
[1:52 AM]
Friday, February 22, 2008
A Bad Start For The Year
I'm going through a hard time right now and am unfortunately starting to lose faith in everything. I know I'm severely depressed and I don't know what to do about it. Work has been so stressful. Life at home has been more stressful. And lately there has been a lot of drama in my life. All the personal stresses seem to be adding up. Although I have friends, most seem to have pretty much their own settled schedules, wife, children or hobbies that don't interest me. I don't even think I understand what I'm going through honestly. I feel so lost. I don't know what to do, I feel so alone. I keep having harmful thoughts and I keep ignoring them but they keep coming back. "Go die you worthless piece of shit", that's the kinda thoughts that keep coming back to me.
And, if I may vent a little, I am completely finished with self-righteous people. To think that I used to try to please these people is perplexing to me. It will behoove you not to acquiesce to these types. I love being humble and accepting, compassionate and understanding and slow to pass judgment, but at the same time using good judgment. And if that bothers certain people, well that’s just freaking strange so who cares! To hell with you.
There is my rant to purge my soul and go on with my day.
[3:46 AM]
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Judge For YourSelf
Found this car parked outside my CC this evening. I don't know what you call this, creative or just complete stupidity.
[12:58 AM]
Monday, February 18, 2008
I Think My Job Sux
I think my job sux. How do you determine the positive aspects of a work environment? Friendly colleagues, clean working environment, good boss, jack ass secretary and shits like that. I don't take the decision to quit lightly, and I don't think anyone should. Think positively, see if the problems can be fixed first - that's how I consult myself. But somehow..... I still think it sux.
I am dread going to work in the morning. I wake up and just want to get my ass back to sleep. Staying with one company can be good for my career, but sometimes I need to change responsibilities to alleviate boredom. I am putting lots of energy into the job, but not making the kind of thing that I want - satisfaction. And moreover, my company can't provide reasonable support. My boss is irrationally long-breath ( cheong hei ). He can go from point A to B by going around B, C, D, E, F and the list goes on. Better pay is nice, but really fun jobs don't always pay well. The high-paying jobs are often the most tedious, so money alone isn't everything. Ahhh damm, I missed those days working with woolfie and the gang.
[12:22 AM]
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Happy Valentine's Day
It's Valentine again. It tortures the couple-less and fattens to pockets of flower peddlers and greeting card companies. Everywhere you look, there's disgusting mixtures of red and pink. I hate pink. I think I'm gonna rent an old and boring movie tomorrow.
[2:06 AM]
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Edison My Ass
Whole fuxing world are talking about Edison Chen sex scandal at the moment. On the internet, MSN, work place, friends, every fuxing places I go they are talking about this shameless prick ( or pricks, since there are so many bitches involved ). Dude, fuxing get real. What an asshole.
Some assholes are born that way. But there is also strong evidence that no matter what our personality is, we all can turn into assholes under the wrong conditions. I am an asshole and so are you, don't look around - yes you are an asshole too. This happens frequently and with shocking speed and intensity when people assume powerful positions. A huge body of research—hundreds of studies—shows that when people are put in positions of power, they start talking more, taking what they want for themselves, ignoring what other people say or want, ignoring how less powerful people react to their behavior, acting more rudely, and generally treating any situation or person as a means for satisfying their own needs. What's more, being put in positions of power often blinds them to the fact that they are acting like jerks.
Being an asshole isn't just something that only happens to others and can't possibly happen to wonderful people like you and me. Puke ! All of us are at risk. As I like to say, assholes are us.
But I have identified some strategies for handling the jerk within. One way to do that is to stay away from assholes as much as possible and thus avoid asshole poisoning. But, especially if you take a position of power, there are several additional things you can do to stop yourself from turning into an asshole.
As I've mentioned before I have this group of online game friends that I've known for quite some time since I ever started playing that online game. It's a good thing in a way, knowing someone that long and treating them as family. Being that we've known each other for so long, pretty much all politenss and decorum has been chucked right out the window. But shits do happen and friends do turn to be an asshole sometimes, but in my case...it's not sometimes, it's all the time. I'm getting sick of fake friendship and ego.
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What Not To Say To Your Valentine...
These were entries for a Washington Post competition asking for a rhyme with the most romantic first line and least romantic second line:
Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss
But I only slept with you, because I was pissed.
I thought that I could love no other
Until, that is, I met your brother.
Roses are red, violets are blue,sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead,the sugar bowls empty and so is your head.
Of loving beauty you float with grace
If only you could hide your face.
Kind, intelligent, loving and hot;
This describes everything you are not.
I want to feel your sweet embrace
But don't take that paper bag off of your face.
I love your smile, your face, your eyes-Damn, I'm good at telling lies!
My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife:Marrying you screwed up my life.
I see your face when I am dreaming.That's why I always wake up screaming.
[1:10 AM]
Monday, February 11, 2008
Boring
Got this joke in my mailbox :
Three contractors are bidding to fix a broken fence at the White House in D.C.; one from New Jersey, another from Tennessee and the third, from Florida. They go with a White House official to examine the fence.
The Florida contractor takes out a tape measure and does some measuring, then works some figures with a pencil. "Well", he says, "I figure the job will run about $900: $400 for materials, $400 for my crew and $100 profit for me."
The Tennessee contractor also does some measuring and figuring, then says, "I can do this job for $700: $300 for materials, $300 for my crew and $100 profit for me."
The New Jersey contractor doesn't measure or figure, but leans over to the White House official and whispers, "$2,700."
The official, incredulous, says, "You didn't even measure like the other guys! How did you come up with such a high figure?"
The New Jersey contractor whispers back, "$1000 for me, $1000 for you, and we hire the guy from Tennessee to fix the fence."
"Done!" replies the government official.
And that friends, is how it all works!
[3:41 PM]
Friday, February 08, 2008
CNY Day 2
More donation on CNY day 2.
[4:43 AM]
Thursday, February 07, 2008
CNY Day 1
One good way of donating and doing good deeds for helping the poor during Chinese New Year.
[5:25 AM]
A new hacker has been borned.
[5:18 AM]
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Happy Chinese New Year
May the chinesse new year bring you guys freedom from worries, happiness from within, conviction of faith, strength of character, tranquility of mind, prosperity from vocation, wisdom to judge properly and spirit of universal brotherhood.
Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Holiday.
[1:27 PM]