"Open up and say AAaaaAhhHhh!!!~!~"

Yes you heard it rite, IM GONNA FUXING QUIT SMOKING !

I don't know how, I've tried a couple of times, never got anywhere with it. Still smoke like a motherfuxing fiend, don't know how to stop, hate myself for doing it, feel stupid and dirty and these days it's such a hassle anyway, not to mention expensive. Don't know how, but I'M GOING TO QUIT SMOKING!

This is it, for the last time, I am going to stop smoking once and for all. I am sick and tired of being a slave to those fuxing cancer sticks. We are all creatures of habit and I am a slave to smoking habit. Smoking is the toughest thing to quit, but people do it every day. I think that if you look at it as a process of taking control of your life, a positive process of empowerment, you'll have a good chance. You're stronger than the ciggies-- that sort of thing. I think one of the main reasons it’s so hard to quit smoking is because all the benefits of quitting and all the dangers of continuing seem very far away.

Actually, angry or frustrated smokers like me will agree with me. We don’t like to smoke but have become so accustomed to it that sometimes we do it out of habit and then it suddenly occurs to us like "Knn, actually I hate smoking! Wtf am I smoking?". To all you young’ins - Please don’t start smoking if you have not started doing so! Some years down the road, you’ll be like me. Sad, you know.

I intend to quit smoking on 1st January 2008, new year resolution. That only leaves me like 2 months of smoking but who's counting?Anyway, I'll be whining about my progress here regularly. 31st December 2007 night will be my last cigerrette. So, to all concerned, to all reading this post, please feel free to tell me that I am doing the right thing. Educate me about the number of toxic chemicals I am pumping into my blood with every single breath that I take. Please nag me, corner me, bug me, drive me bananas about this mission. I give you permission to pester me every single minute until the moment I am completely smoke-free. Please remind me if I forget or decide to back out. Please email me if I delete this post because I think I can’t do it.

Anyway I am making this promise to myself, my family and my love one that I am going to go for it once and for all. I want my life back and I'm gonna really give it my all to get it back.