"Open up and say AAaaaAhhHhh!!!~!~"

I think that I and the world around me have placed such a value on how much we make, we have started setting the values of our personal self by how much our paycheck is. I once thought the most important thing in this world is M O N E Y and the biggest challenge was making money. This year I paid considerably more in debts and other commitments than I once had as my hard-to-imagine-hitting income goal. And lately, I have more trouble in the income department - shits just happen.

I think my biggest problem is spending money productively. Woahhh only 100 bucks ? Whack it ! Woww so cheap, buy ! You know, shits like that. Being an adult is such an asshole. Everything works well when you were smaller, the finger biting, flying kites and spending days at the playground are a whole lot more fun. A friend of mine asked me to try go to the zoo, spend 2 hours staring at animals. Looking at elephant's big fat ass and how big animal poop could be so fascinating. So I guess I am not the only one having problem here, this friend of mine has a bigger problem than me! Action speaks louder than words. I should buck up, move my ass, fix my own boo boos and go to the zoo to enjoy more than just the poop, I guess that will be my biggest challenge.

I'm a skimmer. I feel a lot of initial excitement at first but then I get bored and want to move on to other subjects. Fux it this time, it's all about action and doing it now. I'm gonna make a vow. Something that I wrote and promised my love one before - to quit smoking by end of this year. That's the first shit I am gonna do. And secondly, to make bucks and make myself financially stable in 2 years time. I'm committed to keep both of them going. Shall see about it *grins evilly*