"Open up and say AAaaaAhhHhh!!!~!~"

Saturday night and I'm at home eating ramen noodles, is that how it's supposed to be? I'm at home on a Saturday night, just me and my piles of boxes and stuff to sort through. I mean, I don't really have to sort through any of it right this minute, but I really have nothing better to do. A new hope while wasting time on nothing at all and just trying to escape the general bluesy fug that surrounds this evening.

And recalling the fact that I have a party to go to but have decided against it doesn't seem to help though it ought to, somehow. Add to that I tried to quit smoking today. Again. Lets see if i manage to quit end of this year. However there is a clause allowing for social smoking - another good reason I should be at that party right now. Maybe I should just open a bottle of Jack Daniels, smoke some cigar, peep at the girls dancing and enjoy myself. Or maybe I'll watch the fuxing Matrix one goddamm more time or Wong Fei Hung - whatever. At least there's a movie I would like to see on hash. Wow ! I almost feel euphoric now but all i need now is a pack of Jack N Jills, so I can bounce while watching the Matrix or Wong Fei Hung.

ARgghHhh fuxing boring, I think I'm gonna do something special for my next birthday. Let me premise this by saying, I do a lot of stupid fuxing things. I think I'm gonna go parachuting on my next birthday. It’s my way of saying, “Hello world, I’m still fuxing here! Hey biatch look ! I'm still here!". Yah I think it's cool.