"Open up and say AAaaaAhhHhh!!!~!~"

My eyes feel like they’re melting. I haven't slept properly for the past few days. Too many things are making me uneasy, especially when I'm busy with work, don't have enough time for my own personal thing and missing someone so much - all at the same time.

I’m tired of many things, but especially of words. I’m tired of trying to make words do everything I can’t do. When I was younger I remember seeing people that were my age now. People that had spent their entire lives working in some corporate or organization. I remember the eyes were always flat and spark-less as if the very life had been sucked right out of them. I remember swearing that I would never look the same and I'd never become one of them.

I'm just so fuxing tired, I'm going to sleep.