"Open up and say AAaaaAhhHhh!!!~!~"

I'm going through a hard time right now and am unfortunately starting to lose faith in everything. I know I'm severely depressed and I don't know what to do about it. Work has been so stressful. Life at home has been more stressful. And lately there has been a lot of drama in my life. All the personal stresses seem to be adding up. Although I have friends, most seem to have pretty much their own settled schedules, wife, children or hobbies that don't interest me. I don't even think I understand what I'm going through honestly. I feel so lost. I don't know what to do, I feel so alone. I keep having harmful thoughts and I keep ignoring them but they keep coming back. "Go die you worthless piece of shit", that's the kinda thoughts that keep coming back to me.

And, if I may vent a little, I am completely finished with self-righteous people. To think that I used to try to please these people is perplexing to me. It will behoove you not to acquiesce to these types. I love being humble and accepting, compassionate and understanding and slow to pass judgment, but at the same time using good judgment. And if that bothers certain people, well that’s just freaking strange so who cares! To hell with you.

There is my rant to purge my soul and go on with my day.