"Open up and say AAaaaAhhHhh!!!~!~"

My birthday is exactly 30 days from now and Donz suggested me a brilliant idea on counting down my birthday. In this period of counting down, I would have to do something daily to reflect my life from the age of 1 until now. For example, on the first day of counting down my birthday I would have to do something to reflect shits I did when I was at the age of 1. And on the second day, I gotta do something else to reflect the shits I did at the age of 2 and I gotta repeat this until D-Day. I find it interesting and from today onwards, I will be updating my blog on my daily actions till D-Day.

As the matter of fact, the past 30 years have been an absolutely amazing and shit-do-happen years for me. And as for this couple of years, it’s been a year of really examining my past and understanding how that has affected my growth up until this point in my life. It’s been a year of learning more of who I am and that I don’t have to be a product of my past. That I can take the struggles and the pain and learn and grow from them. But I don’t have to stay in a state of struggle and pain. I have a choice. I have control. It’s been a year of learning what makes me smile. A year of finding ways to care for myself. A year of learning that I am worth taking care of.

This year I’m celebrating the fact that I’ve lived another year of life. And I can honestly say that life is good. It’s not perfect. It has plenty of struggles. But those struggles have a purpose. They bring growth and wisdom. They bring with them great learning opportunities. They bring depth to life and a great appreciation for the good times. I feel like I can look back on the 30 years I’ve lived on this earth with a sense of satisfaction. I have survived much and achieved much.

It feels weird to say that "Hey I'm 30 years old". It's a good feeling though, a milestone if you will. So I'm looking back at my accomplishments and failures over the last 30 years and I have to ask myself, "Oi where to now?". Well, so far I'm not very pleased with where I am at the moment and the direction I'm currently headed in. My career decisions aside my family is what's most important to me. So what do I plan to cook up for the next 30 years? I have some really cool things planned for the next coming months, but beyond that things seem blurry. I guess as long as I keep my head high, and mind open to new possibilities and new horizons it should be another fun 30 years.

So, work day or not, I'll have a beer, sit back for a few and toast myself to the next 30 years :).

Alrite, on to :
Day1 - Age of 1.
Tell me how the fux am I supposed to know what I did when I was at the age of 1? So I asked my mum and she said "When you were at the age of 1, you were already singing Led Zep Stairway To Heaven!". Ok that was just bullshit from me. Like any other babies, I learn to walk, crawl, shit, sleep, suck those nipples hard and how-to-rape-a-toy-in-10seconds. Mum said I make all kind of sounds as I am learning to talk and communicating with them. I wake up from time to time in the middle of the night and when I'm awake, all hell break loose. I will just get up and play with my toys and don't give a fux about the rest of the world. Mum also said I like to be noticed by people and I wasn't afraid of strangers.

Thing(s) I did on Day 1.
Reflecting Day1 - Age of 1 by "learning how to call mummy and daddy". I seldom ( or I would say I don't at all ) greet both of them. Today I greeted mum and dad with full respect. They were both shocked and the expression on their face was like getting a fish-slap from my great great grandparents. I managed to scanned a few pictures from my family photo album. Just look at the big motherfuxing aeroplane-like cake on my 1st year birthday.