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Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Memory Lane - Reflection Of My Life ( Day 2 ) Day2 - Age of 2. Mum said when I was two year old I like to be independent. My emotions take on like a roller coaster, I can go from excitement to anger to laughter within a few moments. And also I spent time exploring, pushing, pulling, filling, dumping, and touching. Mum also said I was an asshole. I like to imitate my parents and I was very possessive. I would offers toys to other children but then want them back, my asshole-ness really starts at a very young age. Adding to that, mum also claimed that I was destructive to objects around me when frustrated and angry. Anything that comes near me when I'm pissed is doomed to hell. I am like a fuxing Terminator! Thing(s) I did on Day 2. Reflecting Day2 - Age of 2 by "watching Arnold Schwarzenegger - Terminator". No one comes near this asshole when it comes to destruction. Since mum said I was such an asshole when I was two years old, I'm gonna spend a little time with Mr. Terminator tonite. There will be moments when the only thing left is for you to question your existence. Life can be so damned hard for each of us. There are always days when we get so lonely and depressed. When we cry. When the world has lost its colors. When the rest of the world is happy and you are not. There will be times when we lose all reasons for living and problems will seem so hard that we wish there was no such thing as tomorrow. But then again, we should also know, that they are just another bitterness in life trying to twist the personage in each of us and corrupt our perceptions about life. When these times happen, do not succumb to the temptations of giving up. Yes, to live is to suffer and the only way to be happy is to suffer willingly. Often, the worst of times yields the best lessons in life. We have to go on in life’s extremes. We don’t have to give up. p/s: ma cb tomorrow my company organizing a lancao pingpong tourmanent and I'm playing the first round - like the fux I know how to play pingpong! Why involve me?! Cb. [4:21 PM] |
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