"Open up and say AAaaaAhhHhh!!!~!~"

Do you experience leg pain when walking? My ankle hurts when I am standing, walking or even when I'm sitting down. But it only happens like 1 or 2 months once, sometimes longer. And when it comes, I'll be carrying the pain for 1-3 days. So ladies, I completely understand your pain every month though it is not as significant as yours. I remember when I was way much younger, I used to play a lot of football on field. You know la football, a lot of aggression and shits do happen. I remember I broke my metatarsal and tore some ligaments during that time. Normal I think. It is a contact sport after all, bound to be injured one time or another. My ankle still hurts after I play futsal nowadays though. Guess the ligaments are not fully healed yet.

This morning I actually ran, jogging I mean. Woke up at about 6am and I ran with a friend. My place is not a very scenic town but not too bad la, at least you can still find some chicks walking around early in the morning. The weather was perfect, a little cold in the morning, and not too hot the rest of the day. Anything is better than hot and humid, and neither of those were present. We got off to a good start and kept a decent pace throughout the run. It was nice running with friends because we kept each other going. Our routine was to run as much as we could and then walk when we got tired. We ran the entire first two miles, the rest were a mix of running and walking. I never would've guessed I'd be able to run that long after haven't been really doing any serious exercises for such a long time. What's more, I never expected to be able to wake up at 6am and actually went for jogging! I found that I could push myself to go further than I thought, as long as I was determined not to cut myself short. All in all, I have no regrets for doing it, and I wouldn't be against another run sometime in the future.

After the run we went for breakfast and it was then I became a professor in love. *Ahem*. My friend spilled out his problem to me, he just broke off with his girlfriend and she's completely ignoring him now. Though I'm not a living proof of a successful relationship but at least I'm good at listening. This is how I think about it when a girl decided to call off a relationship. I know it hurts. Sometimes when people fall out of love with us, there's really no answer as to why that will really satisfy us anyway. The bottom line is they just don't love us anymore. It hurts like no other hurt, except having someone we love die, and sometimes, that's even easier to deal with than someone stomping on our heart and waltzing on their merry way and not even care that we're destroyed. But as hard as it is, that's the harsh reality of it. People are going to do horrible things to us in our life, and it's our job to do what we can to pick up the pieces and go on. She obviously does not want to be his friend or continue any sort of contact with him, and hounding her won't do anything to change her mind. In fact, it will just give her something to laugh about with her friends. That's just her deal. My friend has to accept that he's ok, he did the best he could in the relationship, and it just didn't work for them. He should reclaim his life, and rebuild a life without her. Hold his head up with dignity. And having his grandmother call her and fight his battle for him may not be the best way to tell her "OK we are done, I'll be fine without you." At this critical moment, he should be surrounding himself with family and friends for support. Not necessarily to cry about her, but just to have some human companionship around him so he won't feel her absent so much. Get involved in orgy sessions, gangbang sessions, etc. anything and everything that can fill up his free time and hopefully with a little time, he'll get used to her being gone, and he'll be ready to think about finding a nice and hotter girl who will appreciate him.

I got back home after that and mum starts to nag like there is no tomorrow. It seems that everything I do is not good enough for my mum. It's all very stressful. One thing that hurts me the most was when my mum said "I don't know what I did wrong in my past life that I now have a son like you" ( after translating it from Cantonese ). I don't know now why my mum said that but it's painful to hear that. I'm just so bummed. Can't blame her though as the fact I did fail in every corner of my life.